Hi,
I am sorry to hear of your advanced disease with thalassemia, hepatitis C, cirrhosis, iron overload state, and esophageal varices.
You seem to be a bit harsh on the medical establishment, which, you feel, is not sensitive enough to your needs. You feel that you have been left to your own fate. I do not know your exact circumstanses, but this may just be your perception, and not necessarily a reflection of facts.
Please have a frank and detailed discussion with your treating physician, or seek an appointment with a new internist (or preferrably a gastroenterologist).
There are many medical interventions that can help you substantially even in your current state. You would benefit from peg-interferon and antivirals like ribavarin for Hepatitis C. Iron chealators like desferrioxamine or deferiprone will reduce excess iron that has accumulated in your body perhaps as a result of repeated blood transfusions for thalassemia therapy. Esophageal varices need to be managed with banding, sclerotherapy, or drugs like beta blockers. Your surgeon can consider placing a shunt or perform a liver transplant if feasible.
You have asked me if I can prescribe you marijuana. The answer is no. Please discuss with your treating physician the need for appropriate pain relief measures, counselling, and other treatment and palliative measures.
I wish you all the very best.
Suggested reading:
http://digestive.niddk.nih.gov/ddiseases/pubs/chronichepc
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Esophageal_varices
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